| endless (void) v.3 |
[26 Apr 2005|07:27pm] |
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ying yang twins - saltshaker |
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vacuum so endless—my empty eyes filled with asphalt skies
enduring emptiness so oppressive
eternally dreaming void no voice no sound
no saints only sinners abound (only sinners abound)
inward existence, demons not exorcised
trauma unending—emotions sanitized
when i fell in my darkest hour
rays of light, gave me sight
sifting through memories
i see the core of you
your touch, awakens me
all my fears disappear
melts away—suddenly
your eyes they sing to me
asphalt skies, horizons, sterile perpetual
landscape unbroken, zero frequency
mere mortals trapped—earthbound (earthbound)
seeking salvation—reach for infinity
when i fell in my darkest hour
rays of light, gave me sight
sifting through memories
i see the core of you
your touch, awakens me
all my fears disappear
melts away—suddenly
your eyes they sing to me
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| i wanna destroy you |
[06 Nov 2004|04:13pm] |
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betrayal longing - life cried |
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as i was standing in front of my office building, a car drove by. a little girl, maybe 6 years old screams out the window
"I WANNA DESTROY YOU!"
wtf?
anyway, anyone going to laibach tonight?
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| cream of the crop, i rise to the top |
[19 Oct 2004|07:34pm] |
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work has been tough lately - being part of a start-up is long hours. i hope it pays off, but who knows. anyway, its more exciting than cranking out the same BS i was at my previous job.
we're starting to gear up for the new symbiotic full-length. i have to say - to anyone who cares - its totally gonna blow away our EP. i mean, this is gonna blow up huge. (or so that is my hope ^_^) i'm very lucky to be working with such talent. been writing again, here's a little teaser on a song called 'voices' we have coming out.
silent screams, no one left to hear
as time turns, we make our own mistakes
all i want is for you to be near
in the end—its us that we forsake
i try to speak—there's too much left to say
(alone here i lay)
my eyes are closed—the visions fade away
(i need you to stay)
deep inside me—regrets are here to stay
(alone here i lay)
as i come close—the voices slip away
(i need you to stay)
thats it for now - take care kids
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| symbiotic live at batcave |
[29 Sep 2004|10:22am] |
hey all, i just know that you have been dying to see us play again. here's your chance! this saturday come out and party with us!
batcave = 30th between 7th & 8th
doors 9pm
cover $15, for reduced list contact me...
hope to see you all there ^_^
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| symbiotic live in philly beeotches |
[27 Aug 2004|11:47am] |
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lo everyone! i hope this post finds you well.
well, its about that time again...
symbiotic live at tribecca nightclub in philly. doors 9, stage 11pm
come party with us!
more info at: www.tribeccanightclub.com
see ya there!
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| take my soul |
[10 Aug 2004|01:47pm] |
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wow, i had an all-nighter at work last night. the move was made...i am in the burbs. pretty sweet actually. we are playing a show this friday in the city so all you peeps roll on out! i'll post address and info when i find out.
how is everyone?
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| contrary to popular belief... |
[13 Jul 2004|01:00pm] |
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...i am not dead. i am alive and well - planning a big move to westchester, however. will be much closer to work. i'm excited about this. how is everyone doing?
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| hey all |
[12 Jun 2004|04:07pm] |
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wow, it's been awhile. been fairly busy recently. mostly work related. i have to go to a wedding next saturday. am at work now. i had a crazy night last night. the mountain, then over to duck. got loaded. which wasnt such a bright idea considering that i had to work today. also, i need a haircut. need also to reserve a car for next weekend (to get to said wedding) i will probably skip batcave tonight. am too tired...
we have a philly show coming up in late august. more details to come.
bye bye
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| black and blue |
[19 May 2004|08:30pm] |
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anyone going to the black and blue ball?
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[05 May 2004|06:46pm] |
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optimissed - skinny puppy |
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well, lets see. this week will suck big time. work is killing me.
last friday i worked until 5:30 AM. came home slept all day. then out to BC. that was kinda fun. especially because jarv and chris ended up coming out. then woke up mad early to get to the yankee game. we had sweet seats, 3 rows from the field. got a sunburn. its starting to peel, so i look really nasty, like i have sort of skin defect.
monday, i went shopping. finally! kenneth cole has some nice pants! so i bought 2 pairs. also a shirt. and some socks. that was my clothing budget for the month....
how is everyone else doing?
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| time stands still |
[28 Apr 2004|07:45pm] |
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approaching lightspeed - wolfsheim |
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bought girl scout cookies...the girl scouts run the biggest extortion racket in the states. trefoils and do-si-dos. who comes up with these silly cookie names?
been too busy even for my beloved softball tuesdays. still at work. i wanna go shopping this weekend. i need stuff. like clothes...socks, pants, work clothes, going out clothes...etc.
have't been able to rock FFXI online as much as i'd like. i don't spend enough time at home...
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| how sweet the seduction |
[25 Apr 2004|02:55pm] |
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danger - x marks the pedwalk |
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batcave was fun last night. i met a new girl who i have a crush on...so don't forget kathy, so put in a nice word for me!
my new favorite drink...jaeger and red bull. nice.
work has been good, not as busy as before...but now i have many more responsibilities. bossing people around sucks!
thinking about buying a new car. i'm enamoured with the MINI COOPER. saving for down payment. soon i must have one.
on the geek front: been rocking a lil bit of FFXI online. good stuff.
i love days like this. gray and drizzle. bring it on.
time for a shower...i still smell like batcave.
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| time to kick it up a notch |
[20 Apr 2004|07:48am] |
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no name, no slogan - acid horse |
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the show at traxx was actually pretty good! thanks to everyone who made it out.
just got FFXI so i might be MIA for awhile.
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| we ARE in hell! |
[16 Apr 2004|09:40pm] |
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i'm thinking tomorrow is a perfect day for a 'rooftop chill'. who's in?
p.s. i have to work sunday...grr. but i will still go out saturday. i need the release (as i write this from work). too much work!
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| a gray world |
[14 Apr 2004|06:58pm] |
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miss you more - de/vision |
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finally, i am almost done with my digital photography book project. it was weird leaving the office at 5:30 instead of 7 am after another all nighter. the symbiotic show this past saturday was good. we weren't as drunk this time around so we actually sounded on point for once. the next one might be a different story, though. thanks again to everyone who made it out to support us. t-shirts coming soon, i promise!
don't forget about our show at traxx. http://www.exilead.com for more info.
thinking of getting FFXI online for my PS2 (which mysteriously started to function again). goodbye real world.
finally got an iPod. its some sweet technology, i say.
watched 'a mighty wind' very funny and very well acted. i recommend it. going to watch 'spirited away' soon.
gotta do some laundry now.
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| a reminder |
[10 Apr 2004|11:12am] |
don't forget about the symbiotic show tonight!
10:30 at batcave. see you there!
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